diff --git a/void-fe/data/poems/2024-12-06_the-end-of-the-void.md b/void-fe/data/poems/2024-12-06_the-end-of-the-void.md new file mode 100644 index 0000000..85be67d --- /dev/null +++ b/void-fe/data/poems/2024-12-06_the-end-of-the-void.md @@ -0,0 +1,39 @@ +So here we are; At the end of the journey, with a lifetime's worth of stories to tell, and lessons learned. + +I hope you listened well\ +I hope you learned something\ +I hope you remember me when I'm not on your screen + +Did I word it right?\ +Did I make you think?\ +Did I finish what I started with "im on repeat"? + +I guess it's long been over\ +I guess I'll face the facts\ +I guess I care about myself, and I'm on track + +This started as a way to get my words out of my head\ +Now I'm here writing this last one to close out my dread\ +I'm not finished with my life, don't misinterpret what this means\ +There's so much I want to do, and still so much I haven't seen\ +But I've grown and I've adventured, and I know that I can fly\ +'Cus I did it once before, and I have lots of help this time\ +The heights are still quite scary, and I can't see past next week\ +But a loyal wolfie taught me how to roll with it, you see? + +Now I'm sure I can be loved\ +Now I'm sure I got it right\ +Now I'm sure that I can find myself and it'll be a sight + +Just one more little message\ +Just one more thing to say\ +Just one more letter to the void, so listen up today + +I don't need recognition\ +I don't need likes and faves\ +I don't need anyone to tell me everything's okay + +I needed to believe myself and all the things I post\ +Took four years for me to see that I know who I am the most\ +This last year was the hardest, just because I couldn't see\ +That I'm that one that needs to define "me", the *real* "me".