# I Wish I Wore My Garters 

*I hate my bedroom door*\
*I have to try a couple times to push it open*\
*I hate to feel like I'm confined*\
*I have to pee, and now I wanna go outside*\
*But I'm still trapped inside my mind* 

*I hate this wooden floor* \
*The second floor was just a little too intrusive* \
*And every time I have to climb* \
*A flight of stairs to get to where I feel I'm fine* \
*But I'm still trapped inside my mind* 

*This feels good, yeah, this feels real*\
*This feels healthy, so it seems*\
*A shot of dopamine has got me wondering if this keeps*\
*Circling, winding, aching headaches*\
*Swirling thoughts and catching feelings, too* \
*I'll see you soon* 

*I hate my ceiling fan* \
*I have to keep it on because if not it's too hot* \
*But I don't mean that I look nice*\
*I have to keep the room from heating up this time*\
*But I'm still trapped inside my mind* 

*I hate my bedroom door* \
*I have to try a couple times to push it open* \
*I hate to feel like I'm confined* \
*So many walls and I'm not fine* \
*I want to get outside my mind* \
*I can't stop thinking every time* \
*I don't want thoughts to make me cry*\
*I just want to feel satisfied* \
*There's just so many times I've tried*\
*I hope my partner helps me smile* \
*I bet my friends will stay a while*\
*But I'm still trapped inside my mind*