# Writing Myself Into My Own Grave (“I’ll never be happy”)

*You should keep your distance*\
*You should never stay*\
*You should learn your lesson*\
*I’m never okay*\
*I’ll always be wanting*\
*More than I can say*\
*Use your fucking head now*\
*And please stay away*\
*“I’ll never be happy”*\
*That’s the simple phrase*\
*Always pushing boundaries*\
*Always such a pain*\
*Writing lines is hopeless*\
*Just pills to help delay*\
*You should learn your lesson*\
*I’m never okay*

Mhm mhm.\
**(It’s time for a break)**

*I’m never satisfied, don’t you think that you’d agree?*\
*Just a sad, pathetic, hopeless mess with endless strife and grief*\
*You can say that I’m perfection, you can tell me that you care*\
*You can say I deserve better, now just let me go from there*\
*I’m nobody’s posession, no one’s aiming for my pride*\
*And deserving better never helped me, I think that’s a lie*\
*Now it’s not about attention, and it’s not about my worth*\
*It’s not about a partnership I’ll never find on Earth*\
*It’s the simple fact I’m broken and I’m tearing at the seams*\
*Try to keep myself together helping other people, see?*

*I worry about people*\
*I worry how I’m seen*\
*I worry what they think of me when I’m not on their screen*\
*I worry if they think of me at all, just the same*\
*I wonder if they worry ‘bout me too, when they’re in-game*\
*I always seem to focus on if everyone’s alright*\
*I always seem to go to bed and wonder through the night*

*“Are they okay?”*\
*“Did they see me?”*\
*“Am I helping?”*\
*I’m repeating*

*I go to bed*\
*I close my eyes*\
*Another day*\
*Another night*